[Nikolaj]

Nice note, Silver Springs Bee!
Fuhgeddaboudit!
There have been many depression conversations in Chit Chat, I've awoken to hit 'delete' more times than I may even recall.
Sometimes the late night typing helps. You know John Lennon sang 'whatever gets you through the night'-- sometimes it's The Ledge Chit Chat!
This reminds me of Truman Capote's so-funny quote about Jacqueline Sussann- and yes; it was a bit before my time.
Capote said of her: "That's not writing! That's typing." It's even funnier if you can imitate Truman or know of his voice.
I'm not implying 'that's typing' about you, at all.
Just know em-bare-assing things have happened here before. So, 'bee' cheerful when you want- as Stevie wrote and has never stopped singing, 'it's only right that you should play the way you feel it' and she was right. It's fine.