But I also think, after that initial period, you start to realize the power that you do have, and that you CAN expect other people to cater to you, and you just begin to believe you deserve whatever you want whenever you want it, and you become surrounded by enablers who don't dispute those beliefs. And that starts to shift your sense of what is "normal"... further fueled by drugs.
When no one tells you no anymore, you become a bit imperious, and delusional. You believe your own hype.
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