Well uh... aw shucks...thanks guys.
I just had these lyrics in my head sort of pertaining to the topic of him trying to understand himself and why he's so driven by certain things:
"Don't know why I have to work
Don't know why I can't play
Turn me off, turn me out
But don't turn me away"
Like Seteca and Carne - Save Me A Place is an all-time favorite.