I have a bad bad fear of flying too! My first flight ever was to NYC. I had a panic attack that everyone found so funny
A few years later I flew to California.. It was really long but I survied. The ride back was awful though. There had been tornados that whole weekend in Atlanta and we flew back at the end of the weather. It literally took 20 mins more to land. Another panice/anxiety attack. A few months later I flew back to California with a best friend. It wasn't a bad flight at all. Again the flight back was awful but I had a friend with me so it was calming.. Anyway I so understand that feeling! Flying is so scary to me.
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